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Thursday, March 13, 2003

[75] Changed~.

Translation: Delirium-Zer0

Yeah. Honestly even ayu isn't used to it yet. (lol)
Keeps me on my toes.

Message after message came, showing everyone's impressions of the site, and up until now I've been reading them. Everyone was able to write the things they wanted only ayu to read.

I can't put it in clever words, but the input was very very good, I thought.

Well, in three months we'll check this over again, but for the time being this will keep us busy, yes?

So I'll talk to you guys later!!!

We see changes every day. Smooch.

Wednesday, March 12, 2003

[74] hello hello~!

Translation by Delirium-Zer0

Lately, I've switched to what I'll call a new system. I call it that but really just experimental, trying it for 3 months. Naturally, everyone's had various opinions. Of course, ayu too has varioius thoughts on it. Kaz does too.

But you know, I think ayu is always optimistic about going forth & considering anything.
So the current renewal is just one single part of many things, but on the other hand it seems better than we expected, the part that we have seen change, we can't find fault in, so we should all have faith in what we'll see next.
It's natural to resist new things, and this is kind of a big thing but it's also kind of a small thing, so when it gets right down to it, anyone who's uneasy about this will be apprehensive. But how sufficient is the status quo, even if we stop there and never desire to move forward?

The directions the office has been taken lately will definitely be challenging! Everyone's working together. Assume that we're all striving for the best result, as usual, so this test period isn't useless. Because surely, this aught to reconfirm to everyone how seriously we're taking this.

Now, what the heck are we gonna be seeing over the next three months? Hm? Definitely "suspense and hope rising"!!!!!

Don't worry, everyone... After this, the messages from me to everyone will still be here, as well as Kaz's "monologues" (lol). Afterwards, Bancho & Nonchan and others on the staff will publish a bunch of messages. And after all this, I can properly read everyone's messages about the changes!!!!!
I look forward to your lovely messageeeessss~! Smooch smooch smooch.

Until now, and from now on, we're right here.
And the manager is you, Mister KAZ!
So be nice to him, everyoooonnnnne.

with love ayu-san. heart.

Saturday, March 8, 2003

[73] ayu's PC is in bad shaaappe (cry)

Translation by Delirium-Zer0

And if I buy a new PC, I'm probably going to have to struggle every day figuring out how to use it cuz I won't understand iiit.
There's no way I could do that so I'm sorry. *hangs head*

That said, (how to say this?)
today was TA Live rehearsal but I was singing songs that I'm way too emotionally attached to. But if I'm so emotionally attached to the songs, then I'm sure the performance will definitely seem more authentic. (lol) Sunmason. Contemplation.

But despite that, it doesn't mean that after all this, as far as ayu is concerned, singing isn't incredibly valuable. I can't do without singing & experiencing the songs again. So, I'll continue singing as much as I can and as well as I can. I'm truly grateful, listen carefully please everyone as though it were your first time. I want to meet everyone really soon. Especially since lately, due to so many things going on, I haven't been able to come out and I've been thinking about how much I'm missing. There's so much I want to share with eeeeveryone! Let's definitely make this tour a hit! Yoroshiku!!!

Well then, again, I wuv yoo guys, meow. Smooch.

"From where I am, with the songs I sing,
I can't communicate well enough.
But it's good enough, and would make me happy,
for you to just listen a little bit.
Please, please, never forget."

Saturday, January 11, 2003

[48 B] Aaah, i've done it.....

Translation: Mei (into chinese), kawai (chinese into english))

sigh~after looking at myself not being in gold hair again after 3 years, I just feel that there's a bit of mismatch, something strange about it.
Always asking 'How is it? How is it?' when I meet people.
But after all no one said 'unsuitable'.
Although no one says that, but they will ask 'It will go back to the original colous soon isn't it?'

What do you mean?!?!....

Made me losing my confident already.
But!! After coming here, everyone told me that it's 'very suitable'...
When everyone says that, my confidence are back! Rebirth!!!
lululu
nyanyanaa
happy.... :beat

Bbbuuttt! Because Ayu's last hair colour was too light,
so after about 1 week the hair colour might fade back to the original gold colour!
Hyo...... :sweat
The hairstyle I have now took 5 hours to complete...

But, I'll see about that when time comes.

Oh yes, about the survey, to do it according to what all of you had said is too difficult~
As Ayu watched the one done by KAZ with him yesterday, Ayu was grinning
For this survey, we definately have to collect the results properly.
If possible, I will make a report half way through.
No, it's definately possible. Ganbatte KAZ

full of expection~
By the way, Ayu do visit the BBS here daily, take heart to experience everyone's daily lifes!!

so sayonna :kiss

[48] I did iiiiit~...

Translation: Delirium-Zer0

Um, yeah, for the first time in 3 years my hair isn't blond, I finally caved... Everyone I meet is like "wtf?". Well, as expected, things like "It's not you" haven't been said but I'm getting "Aren't you gonna go back to the old color" ...
BUT! On my way here everyone said it suits me, so I'm REALLY all bouncy & happy.
Meow-meow-meoowww.
I feel like a kid!
Butbutbut! It's like ayu's natural color. So maybe it is kinda going back to the old color. Waaahh
Well, this time I'm only thinking about the present again!
Oh, by the way, Kaz put together a survey that I saw when we last got together. I saw it but even I'm worried, lol.
This survey...
No, I can do it! Come on!! Let's go!!! >KAZ
Much fun stuff~.
I look at ayu-san's fan club BBS every day.
I TOTALLY feel what you guys are feeling today.
See ya later! *kisses!*